•Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

Here are a couple songs that I sometimes listen to during a certain mood. 

Happy:

Sad: 

Bored:

•Day 09- Something you’re proud of

I'm proud of quite a lot of things. But today I'm proud about the fact that I overcame a slight fear of mine; jumping with my horse. I've had small accidents quite many times before and therefore haven't jumped that much. However, today I had a professional training with a well-known trainer, and we did jumping. And i actually enjoyed it a lot, and so did my horse. We didn't jump that high obstacles but still I pushed my fear boundary further away :) So I'm really happy about this!

- spring sunshine

The sunshine this morning just made me smileeee, and I thought I would have a good day. However I was a little wrong about that. Oh well. 

:D 

•Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why

I'm very good at making goals, but I suck at keeping them :D 

But here are some goals I'm really trying to accomplish:

1) save money; shopping in Helsinki and London.

2) exercise more !!

3) Keep focused with school work.

4) Train well with my horse.

5) Become a bit more open :D

6) Meet new people.

7) Relax, and not stress too much about small things.

8) Enjoy whatever I do.

9) Think about what I would like to study later on.

•Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

My horse Twan C.

He is the best thing to happen in my life, and he keeps me going. 

He manages to always cheer me up with his sense of "humor"

and makes me feel confident. Every moment with him 

is worth spending and remembering.

We have our ups an downs, but in the end we are a team.

Twan makes me feel whole. 

•Day 06- Favorite super hero and why

Hahah, I just googled "Superheroes" and went through a list of them, and to be honest I hardly knew any of them! When I was small I hardly watched TV and movies, and therefore I don't know much about these superhero stuff. I started to watch like pg15/18 movies quite early and therefore I wasn't interested in the "soft" kids movies.

But one that I did like was Scooby Doo. I'm not sure if he is a superhero, but he was my favorite character out of children's shows.

Scooby dooby dooooo :D

•Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

- If there's any place like heaven, it sure is Bonaire !

•Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn't have, or something that you are looking forward to.

Hmmm. I don't know if I have a habit that I wouldn't want to have. Well, sometimes I wish that my shyness would disappear, but still I kinda like to be that way and I'm used to it and it doesn't bother me. Well, not that much at least :D.

And I am looking forward to the summmeerrrrr ! I have a feeling that this summer is going to be great. 

I'm gonna go to 2 concerts at least, perhaps Ruisrock 2012 and Red Hot Chili Peppers (YES!). I also applied for a summer job so hopefully I will make some money. 

Beautiful sunsets

Chilling in the Archipelago 

and swimming.

•Day 03- A picture of you and your friends

I'll be honest, I don't really have that many close friends, but I don't really mind. I don't need other people to rely on, because I like to be independent, and I think it's better to have one very good friend who understands you fully and always cheers you up, than 10 friends who you kinda know and kinda share the same interest. This is just my opinion :))

Here is two photos of me and Killa. She is a very very very good friend of mine, and we always hang out together. We can talk about pretty much anything :D and our sense of humor is just...let's say the best! 

•Day 02- The meaning behind your Blogger name

The meaning behind my blog name ? Hmm...It's a title of a song from a band I used to love and be crazy about a lot (Tokio Hotel)...but that was then.. history :D hahah.
But yeah, "World behind my wall" is a beautiful song and it somehow always brings some feelings into my mind. The title also sort of refers to you, the readers, like I'm letting you see my world. Does that make sense :D ? whatever :D I haven't got anything else to write about my blog name :D I hope this was good enough..


xoxo.

•Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

About me.

Believe me, I haven't got so many interesting facts about me :D

1) I was born in a tiny countryside village here in Finland.

2) I started horse-riding already at the age of 3.

 

3) I used to have my own sheep called Minttu (mint).

4) I started going to school in Holland. 

5) I was born a few weeks too early.

6) I'm a vegetarian already for 4 years.

7) I love chocolate (who doesn't? :D) 

8) Err..I love to travel to different countries.

9) my dream is to live by the Caribbean Sea (Bonaire)

10) At first when you meet me I seem shy, but wait 'til you get to know me ;)

11) People who stare constantly creep me out :).

12) I am a morning person. I love to wake up at 7 during a weekend.

13) I don't want to live in Finland for the rest of my life.

14) I dream about being a little famous, again who doesn't ?

15) Now I'm late for my bus. shit. 

- blog challenge

To keep me motivated and busy with this blog,  I decided to do the 30 day challenge. Here is the list of things I will post each day for 30 days :) . I wonder how it's gonna go! 

•Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

•Day 02- The meaning behind your Blogger name

•Day 03- A picture of you and your friends

•Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn't have, or something that you are looking forward to. 

•Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

•Day 06- Favorite super hero and why 

•Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

•Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why

•Day 09- Something you’re proud of 

•Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

•Day 11- a person you would love to meet.

•Day 12- Your Blog Story.  

•Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

•Day 14- A picture of you and your family

•Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
•Day 16- Another picture of yourself (baby pic!)

•Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why

•Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have

•Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them

•Day 20- What does your future hold/where would you like to be?

•Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy

•Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else

•Day 23- Something you crave for a lot

•Day 24- A letter to your parents

•Day 25- What I would find in your bag
•Day 26- What you think about your friends
•Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
•Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
•Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
•Day 30- Who are you?

- blog layouts and shopping

Heya ! I need help. I hate my blog layout and all the other options here on blogger are awful.. I'm trying to figure out a new layout at the moment. Let's hope that I come up with something decent!
During the weekend I went shopping with my mum after a longlonglong time. It's very useful to go shopping with her and the "forget" to take your wallet with you, because then she buys stuff for me and I don't have to worry about losing my pocket money :D Sneaky much?

We went to this shop somewhere outside of Turku. It's a clothing/interior shop. They had the cutest clothes there, but they weren't really my style so I didn't find anything that I wanted badly. Except there was one coat, but I'm currently searching for another type of coat, so I was smart and didn't buy it :D. I found some nice jewelry; a pearl necklace and "crystal" earrings. I really love  the necklace, because it's so girly to what I'm used to wearing. The brand of the necklace and earrings is Våga.

                 

This blog post was made while listening to the songs Sabotage and Sama nainen by Chisu.

- 'cause life's like this

Hellow! How are you ? I'm great :) My week so far has been good, mainly because of my horse who makes me smile everytime I'm with him no matter what!
Today is the first day of Spring 2012! The snow is starting to melt over here in Finland and it was already +3 degrees outside :D Yayy!
I'm looking forward to Spring, because soon I'm gonna go with my classmates to London for a week ! I'm hoping to find nice clothes, shoes and inspiration from there. I'm pretty sure i'll find all that and perhaps something a little extra. I'm also probably gonna go to Helsinki for a day full of shopping and chilling in a café with my friends, but let's see about that, because I should save some money! However, I'm in a pretty good situation at the moment due to that that I have a job :D I'm teaching this little kid english and I get paid rather well!! I'm happy about that ! I alao applied for a summer-job, but let's see how that works out later on.

Here are some photos I took of my dogs out on a walk in a nearby park, hehe the photos aren't anything special, but I figured out I should take some photos of my dogs since I haven't done that for years!

- winter holiday

Holaholahola! So I'm currently enjoying my one week long winter holiday! It's nice how you can do so many things in one day and be all creative. I wish it could be like this always, stupid IB. I realized that my last post is about a month ago, and I'm sorry about that :D I was pretty busy for the last month with school and my horse who was a bit ill.
I haven't been to anywhere special or done anything special. I've just hung out with friends and watched a lot of movies as well as redecorating my room. My room has still two empty big white walls and I don't know how to make them look pleasing. Poop. Oh well perhaps one day I will come up with something :D.
There is so much snow outside aah it's straaange! I want spring already, and then summer 2012 <3!

xxxo.

- lovelovelove

- night's inspiration

hahaha, I'm turning crazy or something, I think. Last night I couldn't sleep, because suddenly I got another great "clothing idea". It was 2.00am when I got this and I wanted to start straight away with it. I don't know how, but I was able to calm myself and fall asleep for 5 more hours. I saw such a sweet and awesome dream. It was about me showing my own designed clothes for spring/summer 2012 in a fashion show. Hahha, it was a pretty amazing dream :')
So today for the past 4 hours I've worked on my piece of inspiration.


Let me introduce you to my victim: 

A men's shirt bought from a flee-market in Estonia

size: L

and this is how it turned out:

(the shirt looks better when you're wearing it ;) )

Well haha ! obviously the pictures suck ! and currently I don't have photo of me wearing it, but its like short in the back and then it goes as a knot on the front. It looks really nice with high shorts and heels. It's a good shirt for sumer, I think. 

- one day's inspiration

I'm not gonna start  doing these "today's outfit"-posts, because honestly, I can't be bothered with taking pictures of what I'm wearing each day..partly because my style isn't that amazing/different/interesting.

But I wanted to post this photo, because there's one thing in it about which I'm really happy. 

One evening I had a huuuuge inspiration boost to do something different and creative. So I went to H&M, and I bought a plain white T-shirt, then I went to a craft shop and bought a couple of fabric pens. And wolá, after 4 hours of listening to veeery energetic music and a couple of candies, I had made my first T-shirt :).

I know it doesn't look so special, but I love it, 

and I drew it completely from my own head.

respect for that ;)

- whaaat's wrong with me ?

So I'm still sick!! Last Saturday I felt better already, but then I got really sick again. And I'm just so stressed out, 'cause I have a exam week next week and I have missed so much at school. I think I'm gonna fail epically---
Annnywayyys, like I care if I miss a few weeks of school :D Ahaha, I don't know if I even want to go back there ! I love being home and designing some small weird things, painting, drawing, watching movies, eating, sleeping, playing with my doggies and to just sit and dream away.
Oh well, soon reality will take me xD !
Today I've been busy thinking about my summer vacation 2012! Yeah, I know it's still far away, but I need to start finding a summer job from somewhere, but I don't know where... I would love to work at a small café in the city, because then you could meet a lot of people and speak different languages(perhaps) and I just adore small city cafés. But unfortunately I'm too young to do that, so I guess I need to do something like cutting the lawn for old people or go strawberry picking.. great.. I'd wish to also work at some private stable where I could take my horse to, and enjoy the summery days while working my ass off cleaning horse poop xD. Oh well, we'll see what'll happen.

- aargh sick.

Argh, so I've been sick for the past whole week with flu and something in my lungs. But now I'm starting to feel better, finally! But I can't complain, I mean, I've had a great time spending time at home and watching movies and reading all sorts of blogs. 

I've lately become reaaally interested in like the movie business and stuff. So I've watched a lot of Making Of's, and I just finished watching all the parts to the Making of Lord Of The Rings. It's just so amazing how they make everything seem so real in the movies, and to actually see some parts of the shooting interests me a lot. Like all the scenes with the horses are just wauw. 

It's one of my ultimate dreams to act in a movie with my Friesian horse. I think it would be just amazing and I wish I could get a chance at least to try do something like that once in my life. I think he(my horse) would also like it, because he is a real show off and likes it when a lot of people are around him watching :P. 

hehe, well you are always allowed to dream, right :D ? 

- the sky is burning

aaah, the sky was so beautiful this morning while I was walking to my bus stop.

- oh how I love fridays

Holaholahola!
So this is my second post already today (wauw I've been active :') ). aaaah I'm in such a good mood right now!
It's a friday night and I love them. Every Friday for me is perfect. Here is what I did today:
I was at school from 8.25 until 13.00, then I took the bus with "Killa" to the town square, and we went around shops to get some inspirational ideas. We hardly got any, and instead we became disappointed and wandered what has happened to the clothes now a days? Everything in the shops look the same and the clothes just look..ordinary. Anyway, then we went to one of my favourite cafés, the Stockmann Buffet. There we ate the most delicious bread and drank hot chocolate. We also had fun looking at people's styles (and a couple of cuties heheeh jkjk ).
Afterwards we came to my house and watched the amazing movie Limitless. Then we started to take photos and fool around with the cameras and ate pancakes with blueberries and strawberries.

I'll close this perfect Friday 13th evening with a couple of photos we took.

changes

Hello again :)
This post will be a quite short one , becaue I'm at the moment in school waiting for my German lesson to start. This morning started of shitty, and I have a dilemma about something (perhaps I'll tell later about it). The morning got only worse during breakfast. People should stop telling me about shitty stuff at that time of the day :D ! It's not nice. In order to have a good day the morning should be good!
ANYWAYYYYY :D The point of this "short" post was to tell you about my latest achivement; I switched rooms with my sister! I like her room so much more and it's cosier. now I can redecorate it and buy new shelves and accesories! yayyayyay can't wait ! Okeee, now I gotta go to the lesson. Bye XXX

Here I am again, but now sitting in my school's lounge with some friends and enjoying a whole skip-lesson. I solved my dilemma-problem-thingly-magingly, and I hope my choice wasn't too wrong.
Oh well, choices lead to new choices and pathways in life :).
About my new room: I will try to take photos of it when I have the time. Currently I'm looking a decoration ideas and getting inspirations. So I'm using my skip-lesson for a creative reason and not just sitting on Facebook ;). 

ideas and inspirations ?!

Good evening :) My week so far has been pretty enjoyable and full off beauty, literally. Yesterday I was at the dentist (ewewewew) and straight after i went to the hair salon. And today I was at the beautician. So now I'm all 'ready' with a fresh face and hair to start studying hard again.
While I was lying down/sitting comfortably in this huuuge pink chair wrapped in warm blankets waiting for my mud face mask to dry, I had plenty of time to think about stuff. And the biggest thought on top of my mind at the moment is; my room's big white wall. It looks so boring and I'm desperate to find some ideas how to fill it up.
I've had a few ideas, but I'm not so sure if they would turn out any good.

idea 1) is to turn the wall into a huge scrapbook. This means that I could just doodle all over the wall, and get my friends to write cute messages/ideas on it.

idea 2) is to make a large photo collage on it, but this requires taking photos, and I'm really lazy at that :'D

idea 3) is to just put a huge mirror on it, but this is so non-creative.

idea 4) is to stick a painting on it (one that my sister made for me), but still the wall would be so white!!!!

idea 5) is just to keep the boring empty white wall and be lame & lazy (this is not an option, though!!!)

HELP ! I need ideaaasassassasasas!

best time of my life

Helloo ! I have a good reason why I haven't been blogging for over 10 days; I was on holiday!
My family decided not to celebrate Christmas this year and do something completely different, so we decided to go on holiday somewhere very warm, sunny and far away.
We ended up going to Bonaire for 10 days. It was so amazing there! I loved the warmth, the sunshine and the clear blue sea water in which i could snorkel and scuba dive.
It was really the best holiday I have had so far. We have visited Aruba and Curacao some years ago (they are the neighboring islands), but in my opinion Bonaire was the most beautiful one!

Here are a couple of photos i took:

- last Christmas

Heheh, it's funny how different this year's winter is compared to the one last year. Last year it was like -25 and a hell load of snow. This year it is +3 and raining :D I like this kind of winter more, because I hate it, when you wanna get somewhere, you have to crawl through piles of snow.


Here are a couple of photos from last year.

                

- randomness and procrastination

x-mas cards<3

       .....procrastinatioooon.....

Yeeaaa, I'm supposed to be studying for my German quiz/exam, and here I am working on my new blog :')

The Christmas holiday is starting in a couple of days, and I just simply don't have any motivation for school and studying!!!! I WANT HOLIDAYS !

- here it goes again

My blog number....6? Yeah, my blogs never last more than a month or so. I always tell myself about every blog that "this blog will be different and I will keep it up". Let's just hope this one will be different :D.

löl.

World behind my wall will be about the usual shit/life/inspiration/clothes/traveling and what not. I will post all kinds of photos that inspire me and/or I took with my very bad photographing skills ;).



- bye for now!